an emptiness
an insatiable hunger
swallowing up echos that could escape
i'm tugged in different corners
frastrated to the point I could burst
exploding such a loneliness no one's ever seen
i just want to destroy something.
anything. everything. myself.
inside a little nutshell, huddled and cramped
i stuff myself and become small
being unimportant, expendable, just alive
i'm going crazy.
madness i can't get off my tongue
out of my mind, my heart, my body
it doesn't escape you
perhaps you know.
i don't want to care because i don't know what to do
my head is floating empty
in a sea of thoughts and i drown
right after you.

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